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With only a couple of days left, what is your favorite memory from 2009?

Thu, 31 Dec 2009 18:21:54 GMT

Working at my school's craft fair all weekend with a bunch of my friends, it was such a blast, and I really enjoyed it....

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I have to much faith in people

Thu, 31 Dec 2009 18:16:22 GMT

As some of you already know, it's been a hard year for me. And what better time to recap the year then on the last day of it. My year started out with me massively screwing up my right hip and it still gives me issues, I hate snowy, cold weather for that. Other small things have happened. I've lost three people this year to death. And I lost two people to them saying for me to leave them alone, when we were really good friends. Then I got involved with a pregnant girl. Well, at least she lied and said she was pregnant. For months she had everyone fooled. Everyone, she lied to everyone, then it came out, she told this story three weeks before the baby was supposed to be born saying that her dad got drunk, and punched in the stomach so hard she went into labor and lost the baby. I didn't believe it, and at that point we weren't together but we were friends. So as her friend I figured either way she needed help. I always had my doubts but I believed that someone wouldn't lie about that. So I put doubts aside and tried to see that it was true. I shouldn't have done that. Then after that I figured okay if she lied she ants attention for some reason, but why? Then I realized all of the times she's cut herself, attempted suicide, the whole nine yards. Now I knew that she needed help. My figuring was if she lied she wants the attention if she wasn't lying her dad needed to be jailed. I went to the counselor, this time around I had proof, I printed up text messages, I printed up FaceBook things, I gave names of other people that she told, I put it in a folder with a typed up letter the counselor plopped it on her desk and said that's it. Turns out that she was never pregnant the counselor told me that so I could sleep I guess. Then it turns out a teacher who is like my menot and has always been there for me knew, and never told me. She allowed me to live in the fake land, she knew and didn't tell me, I know why she didn't, confidentiality issues. But she could have hinted, I would have picked up on that. That's not all that has gone down this year for me.

My mom is dating an abuser who is beyond ridiculous. I don't hate anyone, because I believe in karma, but he is hanging on the fence. I discovered some things about him that has led my grandparents to stepping in to take care of my brother and myself. So that's going on, I believe my mother to be doing drugs.

Plus my health hasn't been good at all. Some stuff came up and more recently I feel like a science expierement. But it's for the most part okay now. Things can and will change though in the near future. It's been a tough year. I'm ready for 2010...who's with me?

If I've Come so Far why do I still feel the same?

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 00:15:44 GMT

This is really not about anything in particular it's just I feel different in a good way when I'm out in the world. I feel more confidence more everything. But yet when I'm home alone I feel the same I did when I fell into the deep depression, annorexic, anxiety tornado that I thought I walked out of, turns out it was just the eye of the storm...

What was the first social networking website you ever used?

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 01:19:03 GMT

Xanga

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What would you do in the last few moments of your life, if the predicted 2012 apocalypse came true?

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 15:55:27 GMT

Pray like crazy, just kidding just kidding, I'd do something crazy, I'd have to, I'd go out in an epic sort of way.

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What is your clothing (or accessory) staple?

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 00:05:36 GMT

Tie dye, bright colors, peace signs, my simple ring, and my earings, that's that....

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Oridinary People Doin Extraordinary Things

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 18:19:35 GMT

http://www.teachertube.com/viewVideo.php?video_id=6252&title=Ordinary_People_Doing_Extraordinary_Things

This is a really great video...check it out...

What is the first thing you notice about someone?

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 20:29:45 GMT

Their eyes

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Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?

Fri, 09 Oct 2009 00:05:36 GMT

I find it easier to forgive than forget, because I can forgive but I can never forget.

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Do you have more friends of the same sex or the opposite sex?

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 19:20:32 GMT

I think it's pretty much even, but as for close freinds who I can go to, it's girls.

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